Tuesday, April 29

It’s been very hard for me lately. I’m not in danger of self-harm, but I’ve been haunted this month by the second anniversary of a friend’s suicide. I also am frankly feeling gender dysphoria pretty strongly. It’s just a general weariness. 🔗

It’s Our Birthday, Let’s Party 🔗

Sunday, April 27

I’ll say that today, I got an unexpected surprise sequel episode from a series I love, and it totally gave my Little Kid an absolute holy fuck that is amazing OMG reaction. :) 🔗

Friday, April 25

I’m watching DS9. I’m listening to the very opening of “Q-Less.” I’m convinced that Dr. Bashir is doing his best William Shatner impression.

Tuesday, April 22

PINK (watching cover of her song): “I must find her and destroy her.” 🔗

Nomnomnomnom (audio on!) 🔗

Paddi Edwards 🔗

(T)he mourners, two abreast, three and one third feet apart, ran past the bier (of Joseph Stalin) at 22 mph.” 🔗

The judge ruled the (Trump administration passport) policy was “arbitrary and capricious,” likely in violation of the Administrative Procedure Act, the Paperwork Reduction Act, and the equal protection clause of the U.S. Constitution. The judge also ruled that the decision was based in animus and discrimination towards transgender people. While the injunction currently applies only to the named plaintiffs, a broader ruling protecting all transgender Americans is expected in the coming weeks.(continued)

Wednesday’s landmark ruling was in response to a lawsuit brought by campaign group For Women Scotland (FWS) against the devolved Scottish government over 2018 guidance that said a trans woman with a gender recognition certificate was legally a woman.

I want to be kinder to myself. I want to give myself the breaks I need. I want to treat myself with patience; I will get there … with time. I deserve all that.